Ever just wondered if you do the same things over again you will eventually go insane?

Wake up
Eat
Go to school
Eat
Go to work
Eat
Go to sleep
.....

I mean most of us do that maybe minus the school part..
There is only 24 hours in a day how much can you expect from us.
You think you're happy and everything is going so smoothly but in a blink of an eye it can all change.
Which leads me here..

I wake up in this world and whether i wake up next to someone or alone its not good enough for some people. I thought i had all that i wanted and the structure that i needed but for some its just never good enough.. Im not sure if I'm the only one who constantly tried to please the ones around me or i just had it all wrong. But for now I'm doing me!

So this leads me to my fresh start, moved to Toronto, left it all behind.
Its weird really.. thinking back I built such a foundation and invested a lot into relationships back in Winnipeg and i just walked away from them all.. I kind of would admit it had a lot to do with heartache.. but i thought i was running from things to then realize i was walking away just a lot further than they expected. I was so focused on pleasing them all i look back and try to figure out what i was thinking.

No one said it was going to be easy but its a fresh start and we all deserve that sometimes.

JPro